Mishie.Is.154

You're a bitch and I'm not afraid to say it

Dec 4, 2009

Most of you guys should know that I dun like to use this blog anymore. It's pretty stupid to be writing ur 'private' stuff and expect other ppl to 'respect' ur privacy rite? SO THE FUCKING SAME THING SHOULD APPLY TO THAT EMPTY SHALLOW HEAD OF YOURS.

I dunno why A do this or B do that. Eh hello, I thought you will "confront the person to the face" wan? Where is your shit now eh? Shove it up ur arse already? Owh wait. You never shove these words up ur slutty arse. Why? Because you're a hypocrite deep-shit that went crying to a teacher throwing false accusation behind people's back. Need me to remind you when?

Like that also never mind,

But hor, these kinda ppl very Kiam Par wan lor. Don't even dare to use the first letter of their name. Wanna use A B and C? Cannot blame you lar. Your vocabulary bank is only the range of a teaspoon. Cannot spell words more than 6-alphabets rite? But how come you can be so thick face and correct other ppl's language? You sendiri can barely get an A for English let alone get an average A for a year. What right do you have to criticize others.

Spread rumors also so Kiam Par,

Oi punani, the rumor is not about you lar. Dun go around telling ppl as if you're telling facts. Go and clarify the rumor with the object first. Ahhh... Sorry, abit old dy. I FORGOT YOU ACTUALLY WENT AND CLARIFY THINGS WITH 'A' HOR.

Dear readers, let me rejuvenate ur mind with this classical story of a bitch. The 'Bitch' style

Bitch went and ask A if A and B is dating.

A: No, we're not
Bitch: Jor, this kinda things you can tell me wan. I won't tell others
A: How come you dun tell me about you and C?
Bitch: Jor(miang-ly play with her hair) these kinda things where can tell you wan?

You see? Stupid unicellular brained bitch rite? And then she turned around and continued to tell the entire school that A and B is dating. Hello, the person clarify it already rite? She's the object of the rumor not your skimpy little arse. Like that dun ask lar duh~

Some more got the nerves to blog about it wor.

Dunno why they so immature. Why they so childish. I'm so religious so I'm not gonna care. I'm positive and you are not. I'm gonna have faith and u don't. God strengthen me pls. I dun understand why these things happen. Got ppl love and care bout me.

All the above sounds familiar? Taken straight out of her blog of course so familiar lar. Next, i'm gonna qoute from her context so she better have save up all her shit cuz she's gonna eat them up one by one.

'For me, I dont want to waste my time for things that im forcing myself to do. When im ready, i'll try my best to do things perfectly as you want me to do.'

What I say? I say this line smells like immaturity written all over it. First say dun wanna force myself. Then must WAIT till SHE is ready. Then only she'll try her best to do things PERFECTLY? Do as we want Her to do? I ask you go drown urself at Sungai Klang long time ago rite? Nows the time to eat ur words. Using this kinda broken Manglish to scrap for symphaty?

Dun understand why people hate you?

Open ur mata sepit big big and see how fake you are lar. I'm very religious. Pls come to my church. I'm a very cool person there. I've been there alright. The place is cool but you're not. You can dress an old witch in Juicy Couture and she'll look even more uglier. Place urself in Holy places summore lar. Lagi obvious you're a rotten core. I can't believe she called herself a Christian. Well, I can't believe you can even think of yourself as a Christian. Backstabbing and fake. You are the reason why ppl hate Christians. Bunch of hypocrite.

I bet, after this post she's gonna cry to some else (as usual *rolleyes*) and complain that M'ch aint no Holey Moley shoes either and she's a Christian too. She cuss and she drinks. How dare she talk about my religion like that.

But I'm telling you this now. I know my faith and my teachings. I know I am imperfect and broken. But hey! I dun go around telling ppl i'm gonna be perfect (refer back to above qoute) and be a role model giving juniors advises and act like a superior being just cuz I'm a Christian rite? At least I dun treat others like inferior beings. My friends are as imperfect as I am. And I love them because of that. They're no fake nor backstabbing like you. You can even exploit ur konon-nya best friend financially. Don't think I didn't know wad you did.

Fine, dun talk bout this. Talk bout her non-existence love life. But first, sorry Alvin, I tried, you know I've tried. I really held myself back and talk to her properly. For ur sake I even smile at that stupid bitch even though I feel like pushing her off the steps in bus. For three years I had to endure her and I could endure no longer.

Dear Alvin,

You know why this time i'm no plotting plans and manipulating ppl to break you up with her? Its because I know that a relationship should never be based on text msgs and silence. Ask yourself properly. Did you ever had heart to heart talk about ur future and ur soul?

Yes, u guys poured ur hearts on text but flip back and you'll see its all bout BSM and highschool stuff. Things that didn't really matter cuz it'll go away when you leave school. You connect emotionally by telling each other ur feelings and mood. You didn't connect mentally by telling each other by telling childhood secrets and family problems did you?

You guys hardly even go out on a date. A relationship is based on mutual memories and body language. You guys can't share mutual memories other than combined BSM camps. No body language cuz u dun even touch each other. Wonder why is it so hard to tell ppl ur dating? Why keep it on low profile? Cuz if you really liked each other then you'll can't wait to tell the word. Can't sit together in the bus cuz didn't want Uncle to know bout it? Wad crap is tat when she herself told all her juniors and her brother and sister.

Remember, it was only me you and her who knew tat you guys were dating. You ask me to keep a secret and I did. I told no one except Ash. She couldn't be bothered with the bitch to try to spread this piece of rumor. But somehow all the juniors in my school knew bout it. She said its me who told them. Would I be fascinated with a couple hooking up? Why is it only Her juniors that found out. Do I even know a single junior's name in my entire lifetime? Why waste my breath?

I dun need to plot because I know it won't last. She's not even important enuff for me to make an effort. I didn't stand in ur way did I? Ask yourself. Did I ever in front of you bitch about her when you told me you're dating her? I held myself back. I want you to experience highschool romance urself. I barely even talk to you since cuz I'm afraid I'll say something wrong.

You don't have to take sides. But I want you to know. When you hear those rumors about me bullying her, when she stabbed my back. Is ten years of friendship nothing compared to a few months of courtship with a girl you barely knew? Do you really think highschool sweet hearts live happily ever after?

Well, you may hate me for bitching bout your girl like this but she brought this upon herself. I am confronting her to her saggy face I'm not afraid of using her REAL name. And I'm certainly not gonna be a chicken like her and post this after SPM and Highschool ends.

I'm posting this now. All the above is typed by me and formed from the bottom of my very heart. You have a day during SPM Chemistry to come and find me. You can see me when we take or results. Heck, you can walk over to my house and I'll gladly bitch fight with you. But nothing can ever stop me from saying

FUCK YOU AMY SOO

You're a bitch and I'm not afraid to say it
I'm fucking happy I dun ever have to see your hairy face ever again

I'm not gonna post anything else in this blog so everyone can see this at the top of my post.
Everyone please feel free to spam her stupid blog and see all the stupid 'mature and positive' stuff that she wrote at http://www.amycrystal.blogspot.com/

PS: Don't bother changing ur url now.

PPS: Go cry to ur pastors, teachers, seniors and juniors. See if I give a damn.

Labels: Bitch

Tonight I Can Write The Saddest Line

Jun 29, 2009

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

Write, for example,'The night is shattered
and the blue stars shiver in the distance.'

The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.

Through nights like this one I held her in my arms
I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.

She loved me sometimes, and I loved her too.
How could one not have loved her great still eyes.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.

To hear the immense night, still more immense without her.
And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.

What does it matter that my love could not keep her.
The night is shattered and she is not with me.

This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.
My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

My sight searches for her as though to go to her.
My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.

The same night whitening the same trees.
We, of that time, are no longer the same.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but how I loved her.
My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.

Another's. She will be another's. Like my kisses before.
Her voide. Her bright body. Her inifinite eyes.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.
Love is so short, forgetting is so long.

Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms
my sould is not satisfied that it has lost her.

Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer
and these the last verses that I write for her.

Labels: Emoness

Jun 6, 2009

I feel so darn lazy nowadays. Exam's over for now and all I wanna do is eat sleep rot. Wait a minute. Tat is memang wad I've been doing for the past few years. Wad ever. I really feel like these two kitties up there. So tired that I can even sleep in a bowl. Camporama is coming and I'm going with the advance party so I'm actually leaving this tuesday instead of wednesday. The worst thing is, nature's call must bestow a horrible uncomfortable fate upon an innocent creature, namely ME. Today, 'that time of the month' came to me unexpectedly. One week earlier than its suppose to be due. If a leech comes creeping to me at the dead of the night I assure you I'll slaughter any human standing in my way and feed the leeches instead.

So friggin uncomfortable wyeh. Can't play water games and stuff like that. Change 'woman diapers' also pai seh wyeh. Sux lar. Not to mention stomach cramps, mood swings, sugar craving, chocolatte cravings, food cravings and attention craving syndromes.

Alrightey. Just let me rot.

Labels: Emoness

I just lurve myself

Here you are peeps. The design that will soon be the official BeeKay skol magazine emblem. A little regret cuz the font didn't turn out well. Dunno why come out in the form of 'Impact font'. I'm lazy to change anyway. Impact is nice also wad. Menegaskan the word BK nicely. This time's cover design will be Girly/Fairytale-ish fuse with a little emo-ish feel. But then of course the entire design will be a total secrecy within the committee unless a blabbermouth so pandai sial go bust the design out to public but i can promise you guys this time the magazine cover won't be last those years before that. No stupid cacat photoshop picture of the skol's ugle taman or any of the committee's own 'kindergarden sketch' work like our diary this year. No such thing as google flowers and copy paste repeatedly like our diary last year. And definitely no such thing as cartoon character appearing. No anime rip off and no pheonix and fire breath dragon pictures. Last but not least. No friggin such thing as rainbow coloured theme. YUCK!!!

Labels: School Life

Wad cousins are for

May 13, 2009

I've never read an entire text book within a day before. Now I feel so darn proud of myself. I'm sure I'm gonna do well for my midterm. If I still fail. I'm opting for suicide. I used to complain why my cousin Kev would dump me bundles of reference books and his past notes. Thinking that text books alone are enough hassle to read. But now that I'm nearing my midterm for form 5, I begin to appreciate his notes despite his micro-nano handwritting. Most of his notes ended up in my answer sheet this test. So whenever ppl hand you their notes, appreciate it.

Why am I so emotional about academics? It because its the MID TERM EXAMINATION. Whatever results you get her is either discussed personally by homeroom teacher to parents, or parents with their buddy friend who so happens to be your teacher. Either way, you're in deep faeces if you fail any subjects.

Seriously, my dad said i'm not going for camporama if I fail even one subject. He didn't care whether he paid the fee or even if the camp only comes around once every 4 years. Bottom line. I NEED TO PASS. I'm kinda confident with my science subs but the only thing is my Calculus. I have never ever not even in a million year (yea i know i'm exagerating) have come close to 40%. The highest I've ever been was 38% and tat was based on luck.

Thanks for the books. Its my life saver

So rite now, I have to cram thick books into my thick skull and plug my ears incase those formulas threathen to spill. Crap! I'm not even thinking straight. Anyone wants a cuppa coffee?

Labels: School Life

IRR Charity Run

May 7, 2009

Why is it nobody believes that I can actually join a marathon and ACTUALLY finish the entire course? Is it really that unbelievable? When I actually show up at Tepi Kubur school with the Run for Peace shirt (which I forgot to return to Tric). Quite a number of peeps were shocked. Me being smug and all was like in ur face mann! I can join these kinda stuff too.

Then I met *cough cough ahem* and she was like

Person1: "Hey mich, long time no see. Wait a minute, u got go Run For Peace meh? How come I didn't see you there wan?"

and I'm like: "Uh.. no lar, I borrow the shirt".

Persona 1: "I knew it. Impossible you went for that marathon."

Me?: Swt =.=' manyak manyak

Yea, so to make her happy, Tric decided to stroll along the whole route and me/Ash/ Tric/ Shuee ended up being the last one to arrive back at HSK. Tric summore so proud to announce her arrival with her shades, iPod, towel, shorts and jogging shoes. Tat makes me wonder, why would she need the shoes? She's not running. Why the towel? Wiping invisible sweat izzit?

The guys there was cool. They laugh at us and handed us each a can of not so well deserved 100Plus. King was standing by the entrance sighing and geleng geleng kepala and nod nod and mmn-hmm all the way at me. Sarcastic sial.

Then I finally had time to chat up with some old friends which I haven seen for quite sum time dy. They are still not tired of the 'hey, where did mich suddenly disappear to?' though i'm standing rite in front of them. And sumhow, (no question, must be James Lee start this joke wan) every tall guy I know offered me a high five (note: high five as in really high obviously I can't reach kinda high).

Me, Leong Wee (MV dun be jealous k) and Yeng in her apron all...
And then the cutest little creature came wadding up to me. Aww, Sir Gerard's Fiance's bulldoggy. That little hun is just sho sho sho sho adorable sho sho sho fat. Only six month old.

I always wanted my very own doggy. ~Tralalalala~

Then typically, hang out with ShuEe/Ash/Yeng at our fav starbucks.

Pissed SHUEE and her very delicious Grean Tea Frap with Choc Chips. I would have ordered this is this cuppa beverage if it actually contains caffein. But its blended tea so no luck in tat.

Me being squashed on my fav comfy sofa.

Tats all for the day.

So here's the thing. I absoulutely do not like David Cook no matter how much Tric tells me bout him everyday. (Tric tend to be the annoying buzzing sound I hear every morning at the ungodly hour of 7am) In fact, he reminds me of a pic from a book Ash got me.

(What's Your Problem?)

Birds of the same feather eh? Just need to tilt the head the other side.

But after seeing this picture. I changed my mind. He isn't so bad afterall. Looks sho nice in this pic with his niece. So there, ya happy now Tric?

Labels: Sightings

Right Before Mid Term Exam

And this is how I feel right now

Labels: Emoness